My older brother’s best friend has a secret cam channel. And he has no idea that I’m his most devoted subscriber…

I’ve had a crush on Gabe Mitchell for as long as I can remember. He’s 18 years older than me, devastatingly sexy, and a talented chef—totally swoonworthy. He makes me want to do things with him that I’ve never done with anyone. I’m completely inexperienced, and almost painfully shy when it comes to men.

But I do look at things online.

Things like dirty websites. I’m shy, not disinterested in sex. Pretty much the opposite actually.

So when I find out that Gabe is posting spicy content on a website called Only Santas, I subscribe. Immediately. And for a little while, I’m content being an anonymous subscriber.

But then during one of his shows, I hear Gabe say my name as he's in the throes of...you know.

So, I make a decision. Me, the girl who blushes at the mere thought of sex, decides to show up at his place in Christmas lingerie to tell him how I feel and what I want.

And I’m glad I do, because I quickly find out that my feelings for my brother’s best friend aren’t one sided.

Not even close.

Santa's Pretty Helper is a spicy age gap instalove romance between an obsessed older chef and the innocent girl who secretly captivates him.